Frozen Fires...!

I have felt for long a certain pain that stops at a certain point
A pain that nags on and thus stays
Staying with it till one gets used to it....
Learns to live with it and
Often cries in the darkness of the night
Face down on the pillow
With hair falling over the shoulders

It is the pain that nags and doesn't delve deeper or rise into a blaze
It stays frozen leading to a despairable helplessness
A pain that lies suspended between nowhere
Moving from a nothingness to another nothingness...